Sunday, 10 April 2011

Not feelling well

I woke up this morning and i felt awful. My whole body aches and i feel my temperature is rising. I lost my appetite. I feel so weak, even an old lady could walk faster than me. I'm sick and tired of feeling sick n tired! Now, if you'll excuse me, I'm going to hit the bed n have a sound sleep. Hopefully by the end the day, the pain will almost be totally gone and i could eat anything and do anything and I'll be able to walk faster than an old lady.

Wednesday, 6 April 2011

Feeling so down
I dont know why I feel so down and depressed right now...sangat2 x suke rse nie..:(.. I've had hard times in the last month or so... but still.hurmmm..I was completely fine yesterday.... but my happiness is very unstable.I just want to feel like my normal self again and i just cant see that happening anytime soon,(please la mell u mesti kuat ok!!!!)erghh its making me so miserable.I just need another female to talk to who understands how im feeling..I haven't got anybody to sit and talk to, and just explain how im feeling and how upset and useless i feel .How can I learn to be happy again all the time?hurmmm...tolong happy kan saye!!!!!!!...

Monday, 4 April 2011

I love this
Chocolate is my favorite. I have fond recollections of chocolate soothing me as thesweet taste melts in my mouth and inspires my taste buds with delight,no make that more of a passion and enchantment. Is chocolate the pathway to enlightenment? It sure feels like it. Every time chocolate passes my lips and touches the tip of my tongue, I get this warm and tingly feeling inside.
Sedetik lebih
Setiap nafas yang dihembus
Setiap degupan jantung
Aku selalu memikirkanmu
Dalam sedar dibuai angan
Dalam tidur dan khayalan
Aku selalu memikirkanmu
Ternyata ku perlukan cinta dari dirimu sayang
Barulah terasa ku bernyawa
Kasihku…ku amat mencintai kamu
Kerana kau beri erti hidup
Ku kan terus mencinta sedetik lebih selepas selamanya
Di kala penuh ketakutan dengan badai kehidupan
Ku bersyukur adanya kamu
Biarlah kehilangan semua yang dimiliki di dunia
Asal masih adanya kamu

cHenTA MeLl

There are no words from which I can say the importance you have in my life, it seems like everything has faded . My Love, I know we have been through very hard times and I accept it,i just want you to know that I love you very, very much and can't live without you. Is it the end of the love we've once shared?..Coz I'm not yet prepared.I've loved you with fewer expectations.You leave me with no explanations,But still it's hard for me to let go,And my love for you continues to grow.I will always be waiting,Even though I know it's for nothing.They say I'm such a fool wasting my time on you,Coz I know this is the only way to prove my love for you is true.So, please come back to me and really hope to see you again ..

The kisses you put on my forehead when you thought I was off dreaming in a sleep, those are the ones that mean the most, for you did it because you wanted to, not because you felt you had to..i really MISS that time..
love beginning are usually scary and ending are usually sad,but its everything in between that make it all worth living..Want love? Don't be SO into you that you don't leave room for someone else.

Love is a very tricky and touchy thing. Sometimes love can be wonderful and a great emotion to experience. Other times, love just plain old hurts. Many people believe that if love hurts, then it is truely not love. Without the hurt, how can one be open to the other great things that love can bring? When you are with someone who you love, you truely and deeply love, and you don't experience any bad, how can you truely understand and appreciate all the good in a relationship.
When you hear those words "I love you" for the first time, some people get the butterflies in the stomach feeling and have no idea what to do. It's like all time stopped and for that one moment it is just you and that person. Nothing in the rest of the world matters at that one moment and you feel completely lost in that person.
When love hurts, your world begins to shatter in a million peices. You break down and feel as if nothing in the world has ever been as bad as this. Your heart actually begins to ache. Your head gets all cloudy and you think "Why was I so careless with my heart"?
If you never open up and let someone in, you will never experience what love truely has to offer. Love offers safety, security, comfort in times of need, a shoulder to cry on, someone to hold you. Even if love has hurt you, it is not worth completely writing it off. Hearts can be mended. Trust can be rebuilt. But if you don't give love another chance, How will you ever know if love could have succeded? Try and experience the joys and sorrows of what love has to offer. If it is truely ment to be, things have their way of working out for the best.

Sunday, 3 April 2011


  • Let go of your insecurities & your pain. You are limitless, nothing is holding you back. Smile, love, laugh, & don't forget to live.
  • Life happens wherever you are, whether you want it to or not.
  • Life is rough, so you gotta be tough!.
  • Take care of yourself. Don’t use drinking or smoking as a way to mask your pain.
  • Girls, always remember: You are smart enough and beautiful enough to never be taken for granted and to never be anyone's second best.
  • Be who you wanna be, not what others want to see.